Tonight I’m thinking about all the people I’ve lost touch with. People who I thought were my best friends or potentially could be. Is it because we’re all too busy with our lives? Or restrictions? I never thought it was annoying to be flooded with text messages every minute of the day. I thought it was kinda cute and I kinda liked it. Now it’s with different people. Still wishes some people would text me more often like back then. I use to love it when princess texts me about her day or when Javi would be like bro look at this picture or even Caleb’s obscene ass comments lol then I’ve always loved talking to Priscilla and Ayo has always been there. Now work and school and just life got in the way and really it’s kinda lonely when you’re finally free but no one else is. That’s just my 2 cents in life at the moment. I just miss some of the people I use to have in my life.
Man yknow… Adam always had this feeling of emptiness even though he tries to hide it. Like man I’m having the time of my life, but I’m dying and after all this is over who is gonna really miss me? Some people die and people will continue their legacy forever and ever like people like Abraham Lincoln or even Bernie Mac but even then they’re forgotten. I mean y’all gonna be sad, but… How long until y’all truly forget and I’m no longer a part of your mind. Shit man life sucks no wonder why he was so happy when he died.